This past wednesday I finally hit my breaking point. Every event that took place since the beginning of this week has been nothing but bad, so bad that I was falling apart at the seems. My last entry dealt with the demanding pressures of being in the graphic design program at my school, and as much as I'd like to say it all will come to an end in about a month..it won't.
Right now I have other classes outside of design that I really haven't given too much attention to and its biting me in the ass. So on weds, when I needed the help of my boyfriend to drive me to school because I had a ton of books to carry with me, he decided to bring up the fact that he didn't feel appreciated at that moment and felt that he should be getting equal treatment. I'm not sure he fully understands what I'm going through right now. Its not that I'm taking advantage of him, he said he wants to help me out however he can, and so when I take advantage of that favor he has offered i take it. I'm stressed out and can honestly use every bit of help I can get. I need more time. I need to prioritize better. I need to stop running races for a while. I need to cut my work hours. I need time to relax. -_-
I viewed the new course catalog for the spring semester next year and I saw that Design II is only accepting 18 students into the class. Only 1 section for design and typography. Only 18 students. Thats like taking one section out of the two existing ones! I obviously feel like 18 or mayb 17 students in the program want to continue on. The teachers have put us through so much grief and exhaustion that we are obviously fed up. I've reached my breaking point, and have gotten past it. I'm ready to take on whatever they got. I know I work hard, and I have the support of my fellow classmates.
I need a drink.
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